Final play...

7

Before the day of our play, I was again excited! I can’t sleep that much and I kept thinking about what would happen to our play. The next morning, while we were making our Lover’s gate, I was so hyper or energetic that I was so creative. When my classmates start arriving the atmosphere at our classroom was different. I can feel some of us are nervous but some looks like they don’t care but some seemed happy and energetic like me. After I was done preparing for myself I helped Kristina with the other props but then I observed that some of my classmates really didn’t care of our props and it begun. I was angry that I didn’t know what to do. I was so angry that I didn’t felt those feeling that I felt when I woke up and everything messed up. I know our play was beautiful if we were one but I noticed that during the play some of us were selfish. Selfish in a way that they forget about other instead they think of themselves. They didn’t care of our play anymore instead they were more worried of their appearance on stage. They didn’t cooperate with us anymore. I didn’t want to scold them so I just joined Ms. Layson sitting at the chair. I told her what I felt and relax and imagined that I am Hegai, I think Hegai was not on stage instead Ac because of my anger to my classmates. I didn’t blame them for what happened but I hope that they knew what they’ve done during our play because some of the managers were not doing their work not like during the TDR. I was truly disappointed with our presentation not because of what happened but maybe because we lack closeness for some us are only close to people they’ve known before.