TDR!!!

During this day, I was worried of our presentation because we didn’t finish practicing from scene 1-22 but instead from 1-5 then 20-22 so I was so worried. After lunch, we decided to prepare ourselves put some make-up and prepare our props that we should bring to the hall. When I was helping my classmates to put some make-up I had a feeling which I can’t understand because part of me want to cry and apart would not. Well, back to the subject. I felt sad about our TDR but I know it was way better than our play. During the TDR, the props people were calmer than the play. All the props were arranged properly and neatly. I was at the back helping when I felt the butterflies in my stomach knew right? But it was different from joining a declamation contest. I felt excited, nervous and confident. Maybe it was because that I memorized my lines but aside from that I know that I can do it. But why am I nervous? I am nervous because I am not yet ready or I was not comfortable because it was my first time that I would go out of the stage between some lines not like last year that I only have one scene and I’m done. Or maybe because I don’t know where I would go out and when to say my line. I know it natural to feel those things but for me it is peculiar especially that it was my first time to do that. But I learned a lesson that would change my acting career.